would not know where to start. First
want you to know that I do for you to forgive me, nor to give me the two kisses that are given when you greet a person (or even tens of commitment to me), much less, so that we to be friends again. I know it's going to be impossible, and thus is assumed to be. If I do it because all the time that has passed since we last spoke, I have not stopped thinking about that conversation. Sometimes I think of all those letters (like this it) where I vent, letters that never arrive, and I blame myself did not tell you the envoy. How different it might be all right now.
I'm not calling attention to get hugs, no pity, no forgiveness, no compassion. Not even think I need. They say that cure the malaise, soothing, relieving pain. To me the truth, I do not heal anything.
If I'm quiet is for all those tears that leave you tired eyes, anesthetized. Those who do keep me asleep enough not to remember.
not trying to be cool, just I have no desire to embrace me because I will not break to mourn. What I need is a doctor, psychologist, or just a friend.
I also want to thank you.
All this time my confidence has been really making based on smiles, jokes, anecdotes and secrets. Have supported me in my worst moments past (not at all easy to overcome).'ve Been there to comfort, calm and give me advice.
told me that my problem was not what I want. Well you're right, but I try to improve everything that concerns me.
also said that had changed, I'm not known; the truth is that I've never been a bad person, but sometimes convey that feeling, so I do not plan to change. Or maybe, despite everything, this is a change.
And what to feel dirty after hurting the person who loves me, is quite understandable. Perhaps I deserve it. But I did not mean any harm, never cause you grief with malice aforethought. If I made that mistake was because he did not think about the consequences, I threw myself down the cliff, I did follow the alcohol, the situation ... but I will not excuse, what's done is done. Above all it is always possible way not to take it. But one thing is certain, not bad was that I did. The trouble was that you found.
Another thing I want to know is that I have not removed any fleas. You know? She loved those fleas, and still love very much.
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